I think I'm depressed. And I'm taking the time to wallow in it cause I can.
Been spending the whole day cleaning out stuff and papers in my room and organising the tremendous junk pile that my computer has become. And in doing so, discovered a few retrospective things thats been making me think back a lot. I hate thinking back, always sucks, always depresses and makes me think why or what if. You try and make sense and justify things that have gone on, put them into context and move on, but sometimes it's just plain hard, especially when you really don't have much to go on of why. Sometimes I just wish I knew the why of things, as opposed to things just being different.
And you know what? This blog has totally turning emo on your arse, and for that, I'm sorry. We all know of my personal agenda to blast all emos into space, cause they just write blogs that bore/depress other people. I just wasn't thinking straight. I just need some more booze. Special prize to the first person to offer.
